If it were not for my ipod here lately i might would have gone insane!
my current favorites would be miranda lambert & lady antebellum. they are my new friends at work when i am stuck in the file room all alone for hours at a time... :/
One song that has given me some hope/peace is called "One Day You Will" here are the lyrics:
One Day You Will lyrics
You feel like you're falling backwards
Like you're slippin' through the cracks
Like no one would even notice
If you left this town and never came back
You walk outside and all you see is rain
You look inside and all you feel is pain
And you can't see it now
[Chorus]
But down the road the sun is shining
In every cloud there's a silver lining
Just keep holding on (just keep holding on)
And every heartache makes you stronger
But it won't be much longer
You'll find love, you'll find peace
And the you you're meant to be
I know right now that's not the way you feel
But one day you will
You wake up every morning and ask yourself
What am I doing here anyway
With the weight of all those disappointments
Whispering in your ear
You're just barely hanging by a thread
You wanna scream but you're down to your last breath
And you don't know it yet
[Repeat Chorus]
Find the strength to rise above
You will
Find just what you're made of, you're made of
[Repeat Chorus]
One day you will
Oh one day you will
Seriously, after all the crap that has happened lately in my life it kinda makes me feel better. I have more drama to add to the crap. I officially de-friended on facebook my old boss and all who were associated with her after she posted a rude comment to me on a wall post i had made on one of her daughter's walls. I had posted "I'm addicted to S'more poptarts thanks to you." on the wall and my old boss comment "well atleast she can afford the calories..haha" so basically she called me fat on fb where everybody could see it. Now, previous to maybe 2yrs ago i never had a self esteem problem about my weight, but since i've been consciously trying to watch what i eat and workout and lose weight (which all started shortly after i started working for them) i have been more sensitive about my weight, this she knew, so i guess she felt like "attacking." It sucks that i'm a good person and didn't comment back about how poor her parenting skills are... but that's a whole other story! ...haha in the words of Miranda Lambert, "I don't have to be hateful, I can just say 'bless your heart!'"
In other news: I'm still loving going to Shandon Baptist, I'm really meeting some great people! I don't miss LBC AT ALL!!! I miss the people, but not what was goin on. However, i am enjoying teaching my little first graders in choir. they are super cute and most really want to participate and learn music! it won't be long (like 2 weeks) until we start working on Christmas music, that's both exciting and CRAZY!!!
I've been working like crazy (the 'job') as well as babysitting. Still working really hard to make ends meet. Praying a new job that pays more and is of interest to me is right around the corner!
Excited about next weekend's festivities: Alpha Omega 15yr anniversary/reunion! can't wait to see my sisters! :D
I guess I'm done ranting, venting, and informing for now. Going to plug in my ipod so it's ready for the file room tomorrow, and then goin to bed so I'm ready for the file room tomorrow! Again, never leave home w/o your ipod, you may go insane! ;)
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